(Mark is on his way, boy)

You know like

I need therapy

Someone to talk to

(Gari, chop that shit up)

Yeah yeah

One false move could make you lose it all

Been crossed so many times it'll make

you sit there and question your dawg

Lookin' how your exes did you

Should make you look at the next bitch different

A broken heart will make you question your decisions

They all say I'm changing I'm

starting to let the money control me

They hating on my success they

want me to go back to that old me

Love me forevеr that's what they told me

Find out their intеntions were unpure

that shit done broke me

Caterpillars turn to butterflies (Butterflies)

Nobody isn't there when its time

to ride (When it's time to ride)

Nobody ever showed up when it's

time to cry (When it's time to cry)

Realizing you the only one by your side (Oh oh oh)

They steady screaming, "I'm the chosen child" (Chosen child)

I'm having anxiety attacks I'm shutting everyone out

Sick and tired of being told lies (Told lies)

Cause life full of hurt and I don't

know why (And I don't know why)

I'm sorry, I just need some therapy

But when it's time to open up, I close in deeply

I'm learning life at first chance no one to lecture me

When I be home be fighting my thoughts

can't seem to get sleep

Everyone they see me strong, inside I feel so weak

I asked the devil can I leave the streets?

He said I'm in too deep (He said no)

For everyone of my niggas I just

hope they don't catch a side of envy

Don't focus on today, it's just the beginning

I'm trying hard to escape before it's way too late

My momma stressin' on my feelings

she know I'm not ok (I'm not ok)

But then I get to smiling and shit

but she can tell by my eyes I just be wanting to break down

you know what I'm sayin'?

Caterpillars turn to butterflies (Butterflies)

Nobody isn't there when its time

to ride (When it's time to ride)

Nobody ever showed up when it's

time to cry (When it's time to cry)

Realizing you the only one by your side (Oh oh oh)

They steady screaming, "I'm the chosen child" (Chosen child)

I'm having anxiety attacks I'm shutting everyone out

Sick and tired of being told lies (Told lies)

Cause life full of hurt and I don't

know why (And I don't know why)

Sometimes I feel I be the only one feelin' hurt (I swear)

I was fourteen feelin' pain

when I buried my own uncle in the dirt

Watching the pallbearers carry his casket

That's when I know this love not lasting

Last time I seen Quan in that car

next time I saw his face on the shirt

Send my TT on they dying bed

I'm wishing that I died for them (I swear to god)

I keep everything bottled up it's just not helping

She said, "baby I can help you, "

I responded, "I'm so broken baby

maybe in the next life I can heal, " (Pray for me)

Mentally, and physically abused reminiscing 'bout my past

Good luck I never had

Relying on my soul

Think it's time to give my soul a break

God please don't let the devil take my soul away (Soul away)

Caterpillars turn to butterflies (Butterflies)

Nobody isn't there when its time

to ride (When it's time to ride)

Nobody ever showed up when it's

time to cry (When it's time to cry)

Realizing you the only one by your side (Oh oh oh)

They steady screaming, "I'm the chosen child" (Chosen child)

I'm having anxiety attacks I'm shutting everyone out

Sick and tired of being told lies (Told lies)

Cause life full of hurt and I don't

know why (And I don't know why)