Somehow it's already been a year
Embracing all diversions
To make this feeling disappear
Now I just feel you everywhere
It coincides with the guilt
Of knowing that I wasn't there

I was told that you wouldn't have known
Told myself I was where you'd want me to be
But it's not that easy
I tried to be your light
Did my best to shine
Nothing I do feels right
As I went out all the time
How has it already been a year?
I skip over songs because
They're too hard to hear
Like track 2 on "benji" or "what sarah said"
They just hit too close
When I'm already in my head

I was told you were half asleep
Told myself you would be proud of me
But it's not that easy
I tried to be your light
Did my best to shine
Nothing I do feels right
As I went out all the time

Somehow it's already been a year
You keep finding new ways
To make yourself reappear
I hope you never leave me be
I haven't found that courage
To listen to your last message to me