You died at 69 with a body full of cancer
I asked your god how could
You but never heard an answer
The [?] started coming
And I know [?] stage four
The bravest woman I know
That survived it once before

Last week I crashed my car
And I walked away unscathed
Maybe that was you asking me to keep my faith
You cried at the sun, I'd never see me again
If there was an afterlife
I want you to go to heaven
I never felt so selfish as now [?] as before
I always kept it honest, especially for her
She gave me her best
She swore I was her heart
I couldn't worship the god
That let her fall apart
I'm not sure what I believe
Well I think that [?]
But I know she's looking out for me
The way she said she would
The way she said she would
The way she said she would