Put too much shit in my body today
But I wanted to celebrate all of the good things, ah
Sometimes you gotta throw all of it out
So that you can really start over

And so I did it, now I'm startin' again
At first, no one gave a fuck
But now, you're hitting me up
I guess I'm doing something right
He's showing up in my dreams
It doesn't mean anything
Unless I want it, I-I-I
Unless I want it to

My heart beats faster than it ever did
You'd think I'm happy with the way it is
Could give a fuck 'bout what the number says
At least, that's what I tell my—
I wanna show you I could do it all
'Cause I just wanna be someone to y'all
Could give a fuck 'bout all the things I'm not
At least that's what I tell my—

That's what I tell my—
That's what I tell my—
My, my, my
My, my, my
My, my, my
That's what I tell my—
My, my, my
My, my, my
My, my, my
That's what I tell myself

Did it, now I'm startin' again
At first, no one gave a fuck
But now, you're hitting me up
I guess I'm doing something right
He's showing up in my dreams
It doesn't mean anything
Unless I want it, I-I-I
Unless I want it to

Unless I want it
I-I-I, unless I want it to

Did it, now I'm startin' again
At first, no one gave a fuck
But now you're hitting me up
I guess I'm doing something right
He's showing up in my dreams
It doesn't mean anything
Unless I want it, I-I-I
Unless I want it to

My, my, my heart beats faster than it ever did, did, did
You'd think I'm happy with the way it is
My, my, my heart beats faster than it ever did, did, did
You'd think I'm happy with the way it is

My heart beats faster than it ever did
You'd think I'm happy with the way it is
Could give a fuck 'bout what the number says
At least that's what I tell myself