I guess I'll never understand
The fears I hold in my own hands
'Cause all of this was so unplanned, I'm falling

I've focused too much on the past
And now I'm stuck in my own ways
Without a hand for me to take
It's not as simple as I thought
To bare the burdens of the lost
If I seek help I'm seen as weak
so I'll just grovel at death's feet
It's not as simple as I thought
Through it all I see a light
that this is all because of you

Now I'm alone at last and I just can't give up

And every second I'm awake
I still feel that this is more than I can take
And I wonder if you could cut me down
Before I break into a thousand pieces

It's just too much
When I am feeling this way
When I just want you to know how I am
I'm not okay, but I'll be just fine, I'm not okay