You ever been around so much violence

and death, it just made you numb?

Been around death so much I feel when it's near

Riding through my city while I'm watching my rear

I took so many shots for this shit, still ain't got fear

This shit desensitized me, I done ran out of tears

I'm getting old, I'm tired of hearing about niggas dying

I'm rich as fuck, I'm tired of paying these niggas bond

Look in my eyes, I'm tired of seeing these niggas crying

I'm numb, but I'm still human, just desensitized

Music saved my fucking life, niggas tried to pluck me twice

So all I know is up my pipe

These niggas tried to get me killed

I can't even go to sleep

I'm dreaming, thinking this shit real

Funerals give me the chills

'Cause I know how the fuck that feel

I don't play about threats

I'm trying to get you checked for that

'Cause I know them gunshots be real

Niggas say I'm crazy, I still go to my block

Shit feel like nostalgia when I'm hearing them shots

Niggas trying to off me, they be wanting my spot

Torn between ignoring shit and getting them dropped

"R. I. P. " to King Von and PNB Rock

Can't be another legend gone like Biggie and Pac

I can feel it, they hate me, I can feel it

No safety in my city, no safety on this glizzy

To them boys who in the hood, they can't do me like Ricky

Ain't no use to putting in work

and saying I'm made if niggas get me

I know the feds be real, this shit be risky

But I been through too much, I know to shoot if I feel iffy

I took a couple L's but I'm still winning, niggas shitty

This my victory lap, I'ma die a legend like I'm Nipsey

I can't even promise nigga shit gon' be good

I just know I came too far to die in my hood

Too famous to be normal, man, I wish that I could

These rappers ain't my friends

I'd rather hang with the wolves

Been around death so much I feel when it's near

Riding through my city while I'm watching my rear

I took so many shots, for this shit still ain't got fear

This shit desensitized me, I done ran out of tears