Got an imposter in my mind Always hiding in plain sight My words, they leave me bleeding Keep repeating (Repeating) Wish I knew the reasons why (Why) I've wasted so much time (Time) My words (My words) , they leave me bleeding Keep repeating
These chemicals, don't fail me now Out of control, all upside down What happens when it all runs out? I'm stuck in between misery and dopamine
Up and down, I think I'm broken I take a breath but end up chokin' on Fire (Fire) , then I'm frozen I'm tired (Tired) , and thеn I'm floatin' Up and down, I'm spinning faster I fill the silencе up with laughter I smile (Smile) , at my lowest I'm fine, you'd never know it
I'm a good friend to everyone else but myself Stuck in this pattern, I know I need help (Spiral and cycle) It's out of my hands I've been here before now I'm back here again
These chemicals, don't fail me now Out of control, all upside down What happens when it all runs out? I'm stuck in between misery and dopamine
Up and down, I think I'm broken I take a breath but end up chokin' on Fire (Fire) , then I'm frozen I'm tired (Tired) , and then I'm floatin' Up and down, I'm spinning faster I fill the silence up with laughter I smile (Smile) , at my lowest I'm fine, you'd never know it
(Oh, oh) You'd never know it (Oh, oh) I never show it (Oh, oh) Even at my lowest You'd never know it You'd never know it!
Up and down, I think I'm broken I take a breath but end up chokin' on Fire (Fire) , then I'm frozen I'm tired (Tired) , and then I'm floatin' Up and down, I'm spinning faster I fill the silence up with laughter I smile (Smile) , at my lowest I'm fine, you'd never know it