Over, and over, and over

Mama, I got blood in my eyes, your son runnin' wild

Tryna make the best decisions, stand up for my child

What you know about puttin' two hundred up for a trial

and you still don't see why?

I carried all of my brother's scars

I feel all this pain, ain't shit changed

When you get out, shit gon' be the same

Head hunter, like fuck the fame, stripped me of my sanity

Too rich, not near an opp, I'm my own enemy

I never post my child so they think I'm a deadbeat

Postin', snitchin', got no business

that's how the feds sweep

Ain't goin' back and forth with no bitch

block her, she stay mad at me

They can say whatever they want online

in real life, family proud of me

Took a whole lot to get where I'm at

Baby girl, I put you on, this how you thank me for that?

I done paid your bills

put you through thrills and put you in Bottega heels

I done lost so much, but it hurt me the most

when I found out my dawg wasn't real

(On and on and on, on and on and on)

On and on, yeah

(On and on and on, on and on and on)

On and on and on and on

You know you can't be listenin' to blogs

them niggas, they don't know the half

I took so many L's, it's so much pain in my past

I ain't pressed about nothin'

that codeine makin' me relaxed

Got much love for the gang, I never turned my back

It's so much left for the gang, bloodstains and hats

Protectin' my heart with chains, that's where I'm at

I wonder where I'm goin', on the interstate, ridin'

Five in the mornin', been up for two days, can't sleep

Spent a M in two days, spent a five in a week

My mind so tired, gettin' geeked, yeah

My biggest fan took his own life

My brother partner took the stand, took his own stripes

I been tryin' my hardest to keep these squares out my circle

Spent a M and a half in trial, tryna whoop a murder

Spent a M and a half on buyin' drink, pourin' purple

M and a half, M and a half

Now tell me, uh

how much will it take 'til I can't feel my face, uh

'Til I can't feel my face, Lord?

And tell me, how much will it take for

you to not change on me? Don't change

Don't change on me, don't change on me, don't change

(On and on and on)

Tell me, why would you change

and I been keepin' that shit solid?

Tryna stay out the way, they put my name on them bodies

Beefin' turnin' to war inside

the streets and I can't stop it

Niggas die every day, I done got numb, the bodies droppin'

Had to switch where I stay, I'm out in Cali, buyin' houses

Soon as we left the plane

we got pulled over with them choppers

Spent a M and a half, the lawyer gettin' the charge dropped

Niggas claim that they gang

but on the low, watchin' your pocket

So much love for the game, I hardly ever call a foul

You be sayin' you gon' change whenever you get called out

I can't do no more waitin', I done tried to stall out

I be standin' up swangin' when it all falls down

Spent a M and a half on two Ferraris in a day

Spent a M and a half, tryna make this pain go away

Spent a M and a half to put a smile

on mama face (I love you, mama)

Spent a M and a half

I spent a M and a half, and I'll do it all again