I'm giving up on getting sleep tonight

It's 4 a.m. and I'm in fight or flight

Ruminating, ruminating, ruminating, ruminating

(Ruminating, ruminating)

And I can't shake the image of her naked

On top of you and I'm dissociated

Ruminating, ruminating, ruminating, ruminating

(Ruminating, ruminating)

And I'm not hateful but you make me hate her

She gets to sleep next to my medicator

You're mine, mine, mine, mine, you're mine, mine, mine, mine

You're mine, mine, mine, mine, you're mine, mine, mine

And now I'm ruminating, ruminating, now I'm in my head

Ruminating, ruminating all the things you said

Why can't you wait for me to come home?

This conversation's too big for a phone call

Ruminating, ruminating, I'vе been up all night

Did you kiss her on the lips and look into her еyes?

Did you have fun? Now that it's done

Baby, won't you tell me that I'm still your number one?

'Cause you're my number one

I told you all of this has been too brutal

You told me that you felt the same, it's mutual

And then you came out with this line, so crucial

Yeah, "If it has to happen, baby, do you want to know?"

"If it has to happen, baby, do you want to know?"

"If it has to happen, baby, do you want to know?"

I don't know, I don't know

I don't know, I don't know

But what a line, line, line

What a fucking line, line, line

What a fucking line, line, line

What a fucking line, line, line

What a fucking line, line, line

What a fucking line

What a fucking line

Ruminating, ruminating, now I'm in my head

Ruminating, ruminating all the things you said

Why can't you wait for me

to come home? (Come home)

This conversation's too big for a phone call

Ruminating, ruminating, I've been up all night (All night)

Did you kiss her on the lips

and look into her eyes? (Her eyes)

Did you have fun? Now that it's done (It's done)

Baby, won't you tell me

that I'm still your number one?

(Ruminating, ruminating, ruminating, ruminating)

'Cause you're my number one

(Ruminating, ruminating, ruminating, ruminating)

(Ruminating, ruminating, ruminating, ruminating)

(Ruminating, ruminating, ruminating, ruminating)

(Ruminating, ruminating, ruminating, ruminating)

(Ruminating, ruminating, ruminating, ruminating)

(Ruminating, ruminating, ruminating, ruminating)

(Ruminating, ruminating, ruminating, ruminating)

Ruminating, ruminating, now I'm in my head

Ruminating, ruminating all the things you said

Why can't you wait for me to come home?

This conversation's too big for a phone call

Ruminating, ruminating, I've been up all night

Did you kiss her on the lips and look into her eyes?

Did you have fun? Now that it's done

Baby, won't you tell me that I'm still your number one?