Well I guess I did it, didn't I?
Took a hard left turn, I don't know what's right
Now, all I can seem to do is cry
Always been that way, but it's a different kind
And I call my friend, tryna talk it through
And he said, "If I still prayed, I'd pray for you"
Sounds like somethin' I could use

Everybody's wonderin'
Worried about my state of mind
I'm sufferin', but feeling alive
For the first time in a long time
Life's hard, but at least it's mine
Everybody's wonderin'
So am I

I've been goin' out, all by myself
Sometimes it's fun, and sometimes it's hell
But I can't really go anywhere
Without seeing you or hearin' things
I can't erase this song, at the grocery store
Took me back to that night you lost your phone
I left my cart there in the aisle, and just went home

Everybody's wonderin'
Worried about my state of mind
I'm sufferin', but feeling alive
For the first time in a long time
Life's hard, but at least it's mine
Everybody's wonderin'
So am I

I'm throwing my cards up, and watchin' 'em fall
I'm throwin' my heart up, all over the wall
All I know is I'm somebody else now

Everybody's wonderin'
Worried about my state of mind (My state of mind)
I'm sufferin', but feelin' alright
For the first time in a long time
Life's hard, but at least it's mine
Everybody's wonderin'
So am I