Punkrock radio

when I was a kid I hated myself
the school, hated my friends
I was a walking ghoul barely alive
I wasn´t sure if i would survive
my empty room, my paradise
I shut the door to rest my hollow eyes
the world outside was shallow and cold
I wasn´t sure if I had a soul

and I wished for so long
radio, please play my song

when I was a kid I was always the misfit
always standing on the outside looking in
with nothing to call my own
I was only flesh and bones
until I got my invitation
to end this selfdeprecation
finally I could be just me
punkrock is my heartbeat

down I go
and everything I hold on to