If I dance just for the thrill of it
Will the future look kindly on me?
I've spent too many years with their voice on my tongue
Staring back at the habit while it's staring at me

Still I can't understand
Why I want what I want
Why I say what I say
If I'm good or I'm not
But if I fall
Into the arms of it
Will another door open for me?

And you can try to keep me in the dark
And you can lie and say you like the cold
And the weather
Turn me around
You see it in me now
I see it in myself, again

If I act like I'm above it
Will my body catch up to my mind?
I've said all of the things that I needed to say
But I'm leaving the meaning behind
So I'm dying, trying but I'm getting it wrong
All the meaning of living and thе purpose of song
But I never wantеd to hurt anyone

But you can try to keep me in the dark
And you can lie and say you like the cold
And the weather
Turn me around
You see it in me now
I see it in myself, again

And you can try to keep me in the dark
And you can lie and say you like the cold
And the weather
Turn me around
You see it in me now
I see it in myself, again