I try to walk away
Survive another day
I can't find a knife to cut the ties
They say you live and learn
Well, this page it never turns
Can't seem to read between the lines

It happens every time

I try to hold on, try to be strong
Thought you were gone, but every time you come back
I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse
I let you back in, under my skin
Kill me again just to feel what we had
I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse

It's no epiphany
You'll be the death of me
Even if I come back to life
I'm addicted so much that I hate you
Not convicted still I can't escape you
Can't even look me in the eyes

It happens every time

I try to hold on, try to be strong
Thought you were gone, but every time you come back
I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse
I let you back in, under my skin
Kill me again just to feel what we had
I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse

(I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse)
I wanna… yeah!

If I fall
Would you even care at all?
Or did you set the trap so I would just withdrawal
If I choke
Tell me would you even know?
Too gone to save or throw me the rope

I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse
I wanna relapse

I try to hold on, try to be strong
Thought you were gone, but every time you come back
I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse
I let you back in, under my skin
Kill me again just to feel what we had
I wanna relapse, I wanna relapse

I wanna relapse, I wanna…
Relapse