I wish I could see you one last time Tell you that I love you over glasses of wine But I think your absence of space consumes my life (My life)
I know they all hear my cries (Waterfalls in my eyes) But do they listen to me? (They never wanna hear me out) I know they all expect too much from me (I'm tearing at the seams) I know they just want the best for me (For me) But I know it's breaking me (Break me into pieces) And I know they're hating me (Hate me with no reasons) And I know it breaks your heart again (Splits your heart in two) Just to see me fail again (Fail again, I'm so tired of failin')
You want me to be happy But it's you whose breaking me apart You want me to be successful But the success is breaking me apart
I'm just a fallen angel with no destination F-Fallen angel with no time to play (Oh) A fallen angel who gives it all away Lost his wings and fell right down to hell I'm just a fallen angel with no destination (Oh) A fallen angel who gives it all away Lost his wings and fell right down to hell
And now I'm crying in my room I know the things I put y'all through I know the backlash and head clashes And the songs I wrote I know the drama and the boys that gave up on me I know the girls did too If I were them, I'd cut me off too I want everyone to know (I think I'd rather die) That the suicidal ideations got me tweaking (Than stay another day in this hellhole)
You want me to be happy But it's you whose breaking me apart You want me to be successful But the success is breaking me apart He cut me off quick, she forgot all of it And my mind is just breaking me apart
I'm just a fallen angel with no destination F-Fallen angel with no time to play (Oh) A fallen angel who gives it all away Lost his wings and fell right down to hell I'm just a fallen angel with no destination (Oh) A fallen angel who gives it all away Lost his wings and fell right down to hell (Lost his wings and fell right down to hell)
If you think I'm better now (I'm breaking down, I) You are mistaken now If you think I'm crazy, I've always been crazy, oh (I can't sleep without a red-eye) I need hugs and security I need his touch, it's my security But he's too far away (But you let me go, so why?) Now I'm stuck with the people that are tearing me apart
I'm just a fallen angel with no destination F-Fallen angel with no time to play (Oh) A fallen angel who gives it all away Lost his wings and fell right down to hell I'm just a fallen angel with no destination (Oh) A fallen angel who gives it all away Lost his wings and fell right down to hell (Mm-mm)
I truly wish I coulda changed it Wish I coulda warned you to avoid the headlights Wish I could reincarnate you But I think it's better you're at peace in a different life Are you looking down upon me? Do you look down with disgust or pride? Spread your wings and flaunt your feathers, honey (Uh-huh) I'll always be here waiting for you in the next life