The second time was a very public one
That I had to speak about
And
I really regret it
If I had been successful, which I almost was
I wouldn't still be here
(Yeah, Michael)

Yuh, found a guy, his name is "Benji"
Yeah he got me feeling so funny
He's the one I wanna meet
Sadly, I'm American
But I know we'd probably slay
'Cause we got one thing in common
All the drama and the pain
And the pain
Emphasis on the pain

I was wandering in the rain
Mask of life, feeling insane
Swift and sudden fall from grace
Sunny days seem far away
I was wandering in the rain
Mask of life, feeling insane
Swift and sudden fall from grace
Sunny days seem far away

Car rides back home
With a twist, I didn't know
Now he's taken from me and family
Don't take me back to 2019
I don't want to relieve it
Or anything that's happened to me
(Damn)

Alicia Keys is my bestie
When I cannot sleep
Mariah Carey's been there for me
Throughout 2023
Now I know how MJ felt
Thanks to all this shit they put on me
Funny how I realized
Me and Benji tried to end it and the same time

I was wandering in the rain
Mask of life, feeling insane
Swift and sudden fall from grace
Sunny days seem far away
I was wandering in the rain
Mask of life, feeling insane
Swift and sudden fall from grace
Sunny days seem far away
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel? (How does it feel?)
How does it feel?
When you're alone
And you're cold inside (Oh baby)

I don't know what you've been told
But I know I'll take the smile off my face
And put it on yours
I hate the way that everything crumbles
But I love the way that he is and that is just
Reassuring
Rea-reassuring
Reassuring
Rea-reassuring
Reassuring
Rea-reassuring
Reassuring
Rea-reassuring
Na-la-de-da-na-ah
Yuh