I bought you a black dress I'd never see you wear And all the antique stores are closing But no one seems to care The promise broken, no words are spoken The day seemed like a dream I'm sorry if I didn't thank you for patronizing me I guess the joke's on me I told you a secret, pushing to let go And then I sold a thousand lies To find I'd sink that low You sat in silence, reaching for guidance To just regress again Now you're right back to where you started And I just play pretend February dying, everyone is hiding February dying, everyone is hiding from the pain You said you were dreaming And called me on the phone And when I tried to do the same thing You said to let it go Your memory's fading but I'm still waiting Do memories really go? Is a dream a lie if it doesn't come true? I guess I'll never know February dying, everyone is hiding February dying, everyone is hiding from the pain It always feels the same