Got holes in my fucking hands Cause I can't fucking sleep All those holes in my fucking hands Lead me to believe That I waited, and I waited For something that's gone all wrong And I waited For something thta's come undone I got a heart attack theory In the pocket of my jeans And I know I got something And it's not what It seems Like a bull without horns And a god on the mend Limping, bored to avoid Something fails in my head