Wide-eyed prodigal daughter

I looked at you like something I'd won

Knew it from the second I saw ya

Kissing you made me feel like someone

For all my seasonal blues and my silent rules

You loved all of the quirks that make me me

You were a stable room in a crumbling house

And you hid your doubts effortlessly

And I'm asking, when did I stop being fun to you?

Did you stay longer than you wanted to?

And now I'm staring at the ceiling

For all that pain, I guess we're even

You wanted to believe that I could change

And now I'm drinking just to sleep through

At least it's easier to hate you

The worst thing that you did was say you'd stay

I still feel like a baby

But it's not that cute to be this sad now

And you said we're evergreen, some shit you didn't mean

'Cause everything wilted under my storm cloud

For all my seasonal blues and my silent rules

You loved how I was certain about us

You were a stable room in a crumbling house

And now everything around me's turned to dust

And I'm asking, when did I stop being fun to you?

Did you stay longer than you wanted to?

And now I'm staring at the ceiling

For all that pain, I guess we're even

You wanted to believe that I could change

And now I'm drinking just to sleep through

At least it's easier to hate you

The worst thing that you did was say you'd stay

All that love's just floating around

I got a hole in my heart where you used to come round

And I'm a nightmare, trust me, when it all gets loud

But you said it was fun, before you let me down

All that love's just floating around

I got a hole in my heart where you used to come round

And I'm a nightmare, trust me, when it all gets loud

But you said it was fun, before you let me down